I’ve always thought that I’m that strong,
But it seems I can be wrong.
I wish I can I hope I will
Make it through one more time

I search for someone to save me,
And someone to hold.
Then I realized,
It’s a fight with my inner soul.

These wretched emotions I hate,
For they leave me in pain.
These images I see of late,
Are driving me insane.

I’ve done it before and I’ll do it once more,
I’ll make it through again.
Everything’s fine I’ll be alright,
Cause I wont die in vain

It's been a long time since i came up with such things. Yep, I 've been quite fed up lately, i came up with this a few mins ago..

One more episode to end of Nana season 1.. im gonna be so depressed

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"I wonder when he began to stray from me, or what he was thinking when he did.
Now that I think about it calmly, I didn’t know anything about it.
I think it’s because I don’t know that all the happy times I had with him are now just bitter memories."

Komatsu Nana , Episode 45 of Nana

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Well it's a friday night, im actually blogging for the sake of it, yet , there are some random experiences and thoughts that i would like to talk about.

I have been eating mixed grill every week with loy and tk .. its 8 bucks but shiok.. U get pork chop,chicken chop, beef, lamb chop, baked potato, mixed veg, onions, baked beans and garlic bread on 1 grill plate.

Im happy with my exercise regime, not too tought but pretty flexible. I feel healthy..well alittle healthy and its good..

Chickens aint that difficult to handle. They just seem big and scary but they are weaklings.

Maybe to some serious issues- I am observant, and i like to learn about pple without them really knowing. After reading some blogs, looking around, I've learnt certain things.
I tend to worry about people, all sorts of pple, but I've noticed that no matter how much of an ass someone can or might be, he or she actually thinks deeply and perhaps on a mature level.

Everyone seems strong, but we all have really weak sides that scare not only us but others around us when revealed. I wish and hope that people would have some faith in themselves , think about issues a little more and be strong. Life is crappy , but since we were presented with this fucked-up pandora box, we gotta change it. It's like levelling up when u play games.. u start from a lousy level 1 but u just keep going forward and improving. If u die, just put in another credit.

I don't really wanna bitch about this but the endless workload seems to be tiring me, even though i am relaxed. It's just that the thought of it adds a heavy burden to my shoulder

To all those sad faces around,lighten up.. Or i will light u up somehow or rather.

And on a further note, u can link to loy's blog,cause his latest post about people squeezing up the bus is just so right.
To the assholes out there, spread this note : When the bus is full.. DONT squeeze.. just wait for the next one u wont die. Old people are supposed to be considerate but i dont see such cases nowadays. First to push, last to give way.
Must a beng like me teach the elderly some manners..

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Just finished watching Nodame Cantabile, really hate that post-finish-animeseries feeling..
Regardless of a good ending or not, a sudden halt to a spectacular ongoing story always sux..

It was probably one of the best anime in awhile and i really enjoyed it anyway.. I can keep rewatching it..

Well, a couple of days ago, Tongkiat Aloy and I decided to do something really silly.
On our way back from Hougang central, on bus 27, Aloy suggested "Eh we take to Changi Airport then back la " , and somehow or rather we agreed.
Thus, 10.30-11.30, we wasted our time chatting till Aloy got a stomachache..
TK and I vowed never to take the loop again.. we shall see..

Seriously, how lost can one be..

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Coincidences can be intriguing..

Tongkiat, Aloy and I met at compass point for dinner after aloys aikido and tk's napfa training. We went to the food court to eat.

We see a cute mei mei in uniform..

We proceed to seven eleven to get a drink and bid goodbye.

I go to bus 83 terminal, meimei in uniform is also there.

We take same bus , stop same stop, enter same lift.. apparently meimei lives in my block..

A simple, slightly-pervertic story that brings further insight into how coincidences might please u in life..

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Went to school at 10, had bpt tutorial and quiz
Csas at 11, had report writing test..
Ended abit early, had time to chiong chicken rice
Had animal husbandry from 1-3, washed the rabbit cages, mopped the floors, cleared the shit
3-6, had BPT lab..long, boring and meaningless
6-8 went for my NAPFA mock test along with friends.
Hurray for getting silver, everything was fine, still need to improve running and pullups though.. I cant hide my glee..Thanks to Ben,Hienyong,Javen,Aloy,Tongkiat,Dickson for spurring me on despite my near-fatigue run..

And yet again, a long day passed by

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Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
u know last time amic got 1 indian girl in my grp..liu nian wan

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
hana?

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
revathi?

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
reva

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
2 nia

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
k

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
she sent me this email

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
inside the email put

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
i lub u?

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
singapore waters even if boil

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
petri [plate/

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
may not be totally safe to drink

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
so its good to drink h20 and 100plus frequently

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
-.-"

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
tonikaku..moral of the story is : h20 is damn nice to drink

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
i just drank 1 can

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
i was about to say, nt that bad.. at sentence 2

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH

<](}.:FbF:.{)[> nido towa konai ima anata no koto shika mienai... says:
u win me in terms of randomness

Takenori-sama ﾋ ﾊ,@ｴﾌ@ﾈﾉ@ﾈﾁﾄｭｾｳ｢ says:
LOL

I can be as/more random than aloy.. i just wanted to prove something like that..

For the japanese characters u see here(msn nick), blogger cant read it so dont bother deciphering
Just a random Sunday

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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
|8:28 AM|

I got real pissed playing with my football manager game just now..sounds real silly.. its one of those times where u keep playing well but ur team just never wins.. (it's strange how this game can piss me off more than anything sometimes)

Anyway,i was cured after watching Aya Ueto chan in Attention Please!.. Justin asked me why i've been so crazy over her.. I didnt know how to answer him then.. but i guess the best answer would be that her cuteness comes so naturally, she can really change the world if she wants to..
I shan't go further or else it might seem like an excuse..

Short post for the day: School was crappy as usual, boring to wake up early and be late for class for forgetting to bring ur wallet and running back to take it.. BPT lab ended early, loy and i ate and drank a lot while waiting for Tongkiat. After his animal husbandry was done, hien yong, tongkiat, aloy and i ate again and headed home after the meal.

Life's lacking something seriously.. It's fun to hang around with ur buddies but wheres the colour when u need it..

I've been daydreaming too much and thinking too much about life, to the point of neglecting all my school work.. Ima kangaetara, ore no jinsei wa taihen datta.. tabun zetsubou no sei deshita.
I seriously hope someone understands that..

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