The Place Ill Return....

Wednesday, December 23, 2009
|1:51 AM|

Life has so many "what ifs".. in fact, too many what ifs..

Today was supposed to be a special day.. which i was supposed to, confidently pass my Driving Test on the 2nd attempt. Don't get me wrong, i was confident i could do it this time. However, i just came back home with 26 points.

This time, i did fine. My tester insisted that i changed lanes too fast and it was wrong of me to just check the blind spot by turn my body. The key mistake was when i was doing a u-turn back to CDC, the car in front of me was so bloody slow that i had to do a last minute stop as i couldnt turn. Because of that, my tester deducted 8 crucial points which could have let me pass instead. I wont say i was unlucky, perhaps stopping 1 second earlier would have prevented that "mistake"

What if i applied my brakes earlier. What if i was less kan cheong. Well, driving aside, life hasnt exactly been very good, neither has it been bad. I just feel like i've been standing on the same point of life for too long and im not moving on. Or maybe im just emoing cause of today's disappointment.

The 3rd attempt is going to be a long time later, and CDC will take the parking poles away, hurray( more difficulty).. It's so ironic that i had a dream last night that i was driving on the road filled with dead bodies.. Bad omen maybe.

Remembering what life is.....
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